I am tired

I am tired of my wife not believing in me
I am tired of people telling me what they think is right
I am tired of other people telling me how to spend my money
I am tired of being under appreciated
I am tired of holding my tongue
I am tired of being polite
I am tired of putting up with other people' s shortcomings
I am tired of having to be the person to fill in the gaps
I am tired of being responsible
I am tired of measuring success
I am tired of pretending
I am tired of shitty neighbours
I am tired of my own niceness
I am tired of myself
I am tired of supporting other people
I am tired of explaining myself
I am tired of paying for other people's mistakes
I am tired of this prison
I am tired of expectations, careless and unrealistic
I am tired of blind sheep and loud parrots
I am tired of being tired

Stupid Fights

Don't warm up that chicken

Don't give him the toothbrush first

What do i want to do with my life?

The most honest, illogical, heartfelt answer i can come up with

I Want to save the world.
I Want to be a hero.


I have always wanted it, since i was a child. I felt that internal need to sacrifice myself for the good of earth and the planet. It was never about me.
People like to use cliche phrases like "Lack of motivation", "Low self-esteem"
I've always felt that they just didn't get it. I am motivated. I am totally comfortable with myself.
You just don't understand what you're seeing, and you're placing me into the closest mental container you have for people like me.